What ever "It" is... I think I'm starting to get "It" under control.
"It" could mean housework, which I have actually pretty much abandoned with the realization that I can choose between sleeping and cleaning. A clean house isn't very likley going to help me focus on what my Art History professor is trying to explain to us when he says that an Extistential Operator has elevated Elvis into a deity.
"It" does have a link to my drawing classes where I have been making steady progress.
"It" is facing my fear of difficult subjects, like transperent objects (on a mirror no less).
"It" is also figuring out a way to do as much as I can without sacrificing time with the kids. Today that meant bringing them to the plaster studio with me so I could touch up my project that is due on Tuesday, and then taking them out for lunch and walking around the campus in the sun.
"It" isn't going to get me down. I'm ready for "It". I'm feeling a lot more confident this last week than I have in so long that I can't remember when.
"It" has slowed down my blogging, but I will fight "It" and make sure that I can keep you updated with what is coming out of this overwhelming creative and brain stretching exercise.
Now I'm going to push "It" aside for a while and enjoy the rest of this amazing day and plan an outing with our friends tomorrow, because even a mature student needs social time.